i’ve really been wanting to come on here. mainly to rant/be all depressing haha. :/
you know when you get those days where you just feel worthless/useless/fat/ugly/generally ugh etc? i had one of those days yesterday and it’s kinda carried on today :/
like, yesterday i couldn’t be bothered to make any effort whatsoever with my appearance, because i thought “what’s the point? it’s not going to make any difference” which is quite silly of me to think, but yea. and it was so silly, that when my friend texted to ask if i wanted to go sledging with him, i said no, cos i was having a ugly day. how ridic is that!? he was sympathetic, cos he knows me too well, aha. <3
people say you must look at the positives, love your body etc - which i usually do - but it’s just eugh atm. i’m a alot better today, this just gets me down y’know? also this whole thing happens about 2/3 times a month, and it’s getting REALLY boring now. /sad.
sooooo yeah. anyone feel the same sometimes? if so how do you deal with it?